The video gave me even more
things to think about as far as doing research as a career. They asked some of
the people in the video why they did research and their answers were the
typical “it’s interesting,” and “I want to answer questions.” While these are
probably my typical go-to answers as well, I think that I will probably need to
spend some time really thinking about this question and trying to find my real
motivation. As of right now I think that these two answers along with wanting
to help others are my main motivators.
Another topic that the video
spent a lot of time on was the idea of successes and failures. They made the
observation that one often has countless failures before just one success. I
have found this to be true in my own research. I have found that learning to
accept failure is one of the hardest things for me to do. Because this is so
hard for me to do, I really liked how the video pointed out that the difference
between success and failure is actually quite small. One may try many of the
same things in both successful and failed projects. The successful one just
means that you did everything in the correct order. Even though one may fail
many times before he or she is successful, it only takes one success to have a
breakthrough. This is why one should never give up. That one more experiment
could be the one that works. This is still a work in progress for me, but I’m
sure it’s something I’ll get used to, especially if I decide to pursue research
as a career.
In addition to working on
accepting and learning from failure, should I pursue a career in research, I
will need to learn how to work more independently. I know that I’m still just a
beginner as far as research goes and it’s acceptable for me to ask for guidance
from my research mentor and lab partner. They have both told me that they would
rather I ask questions, even if it’s just to clarify something, than to proceed
without asking and be uncertain. I believe that asking these questions allows
one to build confidence in the lab which in turn leads to independence. The
people in the video said that they felt much more independent once they got to
graduate school and that it was something that took a little bit of time to get
used to. They said that they had to learn how to not rely on their advisor so
much. While I’m still not entirely
confident or independent in the lab, I feel as though taking this J-term class
has helped a lot in those areas. I used to be scared to do anything in the lab
without either my lab partner or mentor available for questions, but now there
are some things that I am confident in doing completely on my own. Again, this
is something that will come with time, but I was reassured by the people in the
video and the fact that they said it took them time before they were completely
comfortable being independent in the lab.
Overall, I’d think that this
movie gave me just a little more insight into what a career in research might
be like as well as more things to think about. I’ve definitely enjoyed this
J-term, but I think I have a lot of things to consider and think about before I
make a final career choice. It’s a good thing I have a little bit of time
before I have to make that decision. I’m hoping to continue my research here at
Loras as well as apply for several summer research programs next summer, if not
this summer. In the meantime, I’ll continue to live in the science hall and be
productively stupid.